My 23rd October 2010

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This entry is serious very late. I was trying to move from Photobucket to Flickr because Flickr sounds cooler than Photobucket. I had a hard time trying to figure out where's the HTML Code and I really think Photobucket is easier and quicker. However, I decided to use Flickr because I wanted a new start. Nonetheless, this was my (A Day In My Life aka ADIML) 23rd October 2010 where I removed my hair extensions. This reminds me that I've got another event I havent blog about! Just enjoy this photo spamming entry first.


I woke up to this at 1412hr.


My not so sexy not that ugly either bedhead. I just look like I've got no eyebrows.

Try to like Tumblr but ..


Twitted to then-Dollyfrench-now-xoxounicorn.


Texted the Bestie about something I was angry about and ask her what time to meet.


Didnt feel like pee-ing.


I am no longer a Dove-freak!


Brushed my teeth!


Decided to go for the big one while addicted to this app.


Showered.


I sometimes tend to be tooooo detailed about ADIML.


DONE!


Watched How I Met Your Mother while waiting for a reply.



Found an interesting site.

Charged Isabelle.

Decided to play around w colours even though I might not be going out. I hate how my skin is of one tone, one colour. I can't go out of the house without looking pale and sickly. Blusher saves the day.





YAY!

Time Check.

All dressed up and ready tooo..

…GO! I was afraid my footwear will give way halfway because I haven't wore them in ages.


Walked over to the Best Fwen's.

Was greated by Tina!

My Breast Friend became a mother.

I played w Tina for a little while while Bestie prepares to go out w me.

waited for bus and time check!

Reached the station. And I told you I am very detailed!

Wayyy tooo detailed.

Need to change train.

Bestie tired.


Yup, She is.


My fake hair and flawless face.


Destination!


So many people!






Walked to the place and time check again!


Far East Plaza to get extensions out.


Guess who we bump into!






MYN AND FRIENDS! They are Bestie's friends actually but I know Myn too.



ByeBye fake long hair.



Way back to the train station.


Time to say byebye to the friends.




Bestie found new friends.








Cam-whore while waiting for the change of train.

Lakeside again.

Bus back to Bestie's.

Really? Clean Country Singapore?

Hunger for Ibu's food.

Check Twitter and CHARLIEISSOCOOLLIKE *screams. Hes my youtube boyfriend, Chuck Bass to Blair Waldorf.

Bestie packs cookies that Kak Tiwi baked. White chocolate cookies!

More of her and off I go back to my home.

Time Check and empty street.

Reached home.

Shower again.

Check FB and twitter.

Took a picture on Dailybooth.com

Continue HIMYM.

My face when I watch shows on my laptop.

Koh finally called and we talked till I fell asleep.

Hello-winnnnn

Nicole Lin, Koh and I ended up Q-ing for Phuture instead of Zouk 'cause we thought also got free entry. I actually plan to go to Home Club because most of my friends going there. But I've promised to celebrate Halloween w Nicole Lin. We ended up at Helipad because there is a need to pay for Phuture entry and Zouk had a super long line at 10ish. None of the Jiak Kim St DJs replied my sms.

Helipad got boring after awhile. Leon didnt reply my sms so I didnt know if we could all get into Zirca. Luckily Keshia and Bianca called me. My halloween 2010 wasnt that shitty. My favourite was still 2008. Nonetheless, Happy 14 months, Koh and wah, 2nd Halloween!

My visitor counter increases but my comment box is always empty. Are you ghosts?

PeiDu Mama

Koh is currently somewhere in Tekong jungle now and it feels weird not having him talk to me before lights out. Feels like something is missing. I am trying not to think of it because he has it good. Usually outfield lasts for 6 days but his is spilt into 2 sessions due to public holidays. I dont have to suffer long. He will be calling me tomorrow night already.

I started teaching tuition today (thanks to xoxounicorn). My student is a China lady who can't speak any English at all. I started w the alphabets and went into A's details like A stands for Apple, Alligator, Arm, etc. I realize English was basically memorising work when I was younger. I was given Spelling test every week so I decided she should have one too…only difference, hers will be the next tuition.

Consulted Tony on how he learn English. Yup, I was right. He memorised and ta-dah, he became the english speaking Tony he is today. I was teaching the right thing using the right method.

My student is very friendly and although I can't speak good Mandarin, she tries to understand me and very patient with our language barrier. I dont think I am paid good money for this but she is willing to have more lessons with me weekly because she is dying and willing to learn.

I am glad my first student didnt kill me on the first day.

Artist of Oct 2010

She reminds me of the kid in my class. Rox has become my artist of the month.

I also want to be a star -.-'

No, really if I got an accent like yours, I'd die from shame.

Eugene Whinehouse

Silly silly boy that will go to any expense just to make me happy. 2 weeks ago, he had red wine lipstick on but I decided this eyeliner look suits him more. It makes his eyes bigger. Okay, maybe he just look more 'scene'.

410 days of Summer

Cute Without the E

I love you Abraham C . I made this especially for you. Like how Barney Stinsons made Robin Scherbatsky a video too. Hope you find this useful some time in your life. This is also your back to school present cum late birthday present. Happy 22nd.

NEW HAIR

HAHAHAHHA I LAUGHING AT MY LAST PHOTO BECAUSE HAHAHAHHAAH ITS FUNNY HAHAHAHHAHAHAAH.

I do care if Monday's blue.

So Koh and I fought over the weekends (again). I had typed this long ass entry about why mondays are blue but then I realize, Humans are never satisfied with what they have. The rich wants to be richer blahblahblah.

Every couple have their differences. Instead of giving up, I've decided to embrace them. No hug is warmer than my very own po piah skin.

Circle Eyes

Sometimes, I wonder if it is all worth it. If we are all blinded.

All I know now is I love you and so do you.

Nicole Lin should...

..go for this if she wants something funky.

..go for this because she can show off her shoulders after so long.

… actually this one is more for me and April Kong.

..go for this because her face is oval.

…go for this if dont want too short a hair.

…go for this because I think its nice.

Today, in quotes

I reblogged from runawaytrain and commented on it on october 7th 2009 in tumblr.

“ You say girls are confusing? Nice try. Girls are the easiest to understand. We want love. We want trust. We want everything most guys lack. We want someone to change for us. We want them to accept the fact that sometimes we forget to shave. We want someone who doesn’t put drugs or alcohol before us. We want back rubs. We want you to give us flowers. We want you to hold our hand. We want you to be able to have sex with us for the beauty, not just because you want it. We all just want our own prince charming. Its that simple.”

I am glad that koh gives me back rubs when I ask for it. He holds my hand more often than I hold his. He makes flowers from tissue paper and surprise me w it. I have my own prince charming.

Today, I reblogged this:

"I fell in love with her courage, her sincerity, and her flaming self respect. And it’s these things I’d believe in, even if the whole world indulged in wild suspicions that she wasn’t all she should be. I love her and it is the beginning of everything."

— F. Scott Fitzgerald via http://quotewhore.tumblr.com/

You stopped believing in me so did I in you.

And you think age matters

I dont know, rather, dont care how old are you but everyone should have a mature list. If I am a guy, mine will go like this:

- Never date a girl with a (boyfriend) baggage.

- Never date a girl who is seeing someone.

- Never date a girl who will dump me for another guy like her resume.

- Never date a girl who pouts her lips (only all the time).

- Never date a girl who has a boyfriend.

You get my 411. Bottomline is as one age, one should know better. And if you know it, don't do it. Because love is just a game for two unless you Gemini. Gemini are fickled-minded and always on the look for someone better. That one is your horoscope, you are like that one so no choice.

OKAY I SPROUT NONSENSE. YOU. OF ALL PEOPLE. CANNOT DO THIS. ALL IN FAVOUR SAY AYE.

Directly from L.A.

6 years old.

21 years old.

National Slavery and their songs

Due to the fact that my stupid boy joined the nation obligation against his will, I had a sudden interest in national service. People say I will start to shut my bf up on his BMT experience. Surprisingly, I enjoy all his little stories especially in a group. I like to see their expressions when relating the stories, adding each and every experience they had on their own. I especially love Purple Light.

Best Foe Forever

What makes a best friend? What makes a friend in need, a friend indeed? What turn that someone into a best friend? What? What? What?

In my perception, I believe that a best friend is someone who you can pour your hearts to, someone you know will stand up for you, someone you know that will be there in times of need and was actually there, someone whom you call in the middle of the night randomly and will not get piss at you, someone who secretly can read your mind, someone you can trust, someone whose mind you can secretly read, someone who doesn't judge you, someone who you can turn to, someone who not afraid to tell you things, someone you know very well.

I have a couple of best friends. I name them The Listener, The Wakeup Caller and The Know What To Say.

I've known Aisah since I was 13. We were in the same class and took the bus together to school every single morning of our secondary school lives. Had the same CCA and of course, our arguments never last more than 24 hours. Wait, only once, it lasted for 3 days. She is the "when I just want to talk and not listen to anything" aka the Listener. Maybe because I am more talkative than she is, she tends to listen to my sorrows and only input her two cents worth when it comes to bitching. Or maybe just because she got no advice to give. I count on her to listen to me whine about life and all that jazz. Aisah gives me the best nod ever. When she tells me her 'adventures', I do not judge her and as a friend, I give her best suited advice but it is all up to her on what she wants to do.

Recently, I've met another Listener. He is Abraham Christopher.

Sure he does give me a little advice here and there because let's face it, we girls sometimes cannot decipher another man's mind. But ultimately, he is there whenever I need someone to talk to. Abraham is like the gay man of the all girls group. Someone you can go naked in front of and he won't touch.

Then, I have Cheryl.

She is the "when I want to hear what I want to hear, I will call the one who I know will say what I want to hear without planning 'Eh you say that after I tell you this ah' aka the Know What To Say. Sometimes also double up as the Wakeup Call but mostly Know What To Say. Maybe because we crystal ball so we know how to cheer each other up. Okay, I mostly do it another way. Like laugh at her so she know her life suck, she got to do something about it to get back on track. She is not my happy pill. I just do it differently to her 'cause I think she cannot sweet talk one. She very soft hearted… like the lady with 20 cats.

My best friend of all time is.. jengjengjeng, Intan Prawesti Suprapto.

We met on the bus. She is the "when I want the cold hard wake up call, you give it to me" aka The Wakeup Call. Although, she is harsh, I love her very much. I realize she is the one after that 3am call I made to her and found her under the table, crying. She is like Blair Waldorf, act very strong but actually she has a chuck size cloud over her head. Intan's very straightforward and direct and I must say, her words make you go back and think about it. Sometimes, a cold hard tight slap on your face that you no choice have to wake up because life is not about unicorns and rainbows.

I added another name to that list.

Meet Nicole Lin. She is the 'when you need someone who went through the same experience and will tell you what to do next' aka The Experience. I am like her past and she is my future. My new found someone to confide to at ungodly hours.

Youtube boyfriend. One thing good about the Internet. There is so little things you know about a person that you can fall in love without getting your heart broken. Oh Charlie Mcdonnell, you are the Chuck Bass to Blair Waldorf, the cheese to my Alfredo.

Today was a fairytale

There are a thousand and one things running through my mind now. Most of it consist of how when I need you, you are not there. I decided to leave you today not because of the conflict between me and him. But because I realize I cannot depend on you to defend me to anyone.

I am not easy to get along with nor very likable. I kind of like it this way. At least, my social circle not fake. I never like pretending to like someone but for you, I did. I hated myself for it but I put up with it.

All because I loved you.

That makes me wonder why for me, you cannot break out of your comfort zone. Looks like, Gabriel Tan Teck Hai got to marry me afterall.

Throughout love

On the topic of my past, I decided to dish out every single detail. Today, I touch on love. I had my first boyfriend when I was 13. He was from my primary school, a very patient guy and devoted alot of his time to me yet because I was selfish, I dump him for the eurasian kid in my class. We had a misunderstanding and broke up and only managed to cleared the air 4 years later.

Then, I dated my first boyfriend's best friend. That scene was uncalled for, I know. I dumped him because he was overly sensitive. Next, I was with my first boyfriend's rugby teammate who was also from my primary school.

Friendster became in and experienced my first internet love. I got bored of him later on because our dates consist of only movies and dinners. I remember liking the fact that he loves watching American Next Top Model too. But we didnt work out.

I've know the next guy for quite some time and we hung. I used to have a crush on his cousin during secondary school. This guy saved me from dogs once and I am eternally grateful to him but I knew he had a crush on this girl from school. One day, he decided to text me because my crush's brother (also his cousin, la) told him to go for it.

We applied for NAFA together but broke up after that. When school started, we got back together again but broke up…again. Long story and I really dont know how to summarize it. If you really want to me, leave a comment. If theres just one person asking for the story, I'd blog about it. To me, so far, its the only story worth listening to whole. It consist of me being really retarded, selfish, over sensitive, childish all at one go.

Couldnt get over him till angmoh came along. He was an exchange student and we met in the club. Obviously didnt work out.

My cousin invited me to his poly chalet and I met this pinoy dude. I left him for another guy after 6 months. J is another story worth hearing. I went to get his number and he was a model. We just stop talking.

Went out with this mat moto, was quite happy because face it, transport is a bonus point but then Koh appeared and save me from all these stupidness. In between, I also date other not worth mentioning boys. Either I forget their names or totally dont remember it happening. I also realise some part doesnt make sense. You have to draw your own picture.

Anyway, this is the summary of the summary of my love path. Some of these stories are longer, naggy-er and more exciting. Maybe one day, I'd post a picture of them and tell the story. But for now, 5 more hours till Koh books out !!

Happy Birthday, Stupid boy

I totally forgot about this. Happy birthday, Yap and Koh. Macho and Mary. On 28th and 21st September respectively.

Koh, I love you. I hope you enjoyed every single second of the day. I am sorry I wouldnt live up to my promise of decorating the yacht, baking you a nice cake, surprising you even. I know you say its okay because I had my exams the day before and that the party was confirmed only a week before. It was kind of hard seeing Lee doing nice things for Yap and you were standing there, emptyhanded. Sorry, love. We both agree that school is more important besides I did managed to bake you the cake at 4 in the morning!

Yap, iya, happy birthday la. I say whatever also you have something to rebut me -.-'

Hello hello baby

Who what where?

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I PROMISE TO BLOG MORE AND NOT BE BORING!

Same old, sane old.

Along the way, we learn from our mistakes. Since I don't have tons of self shots to upload every blog post, I decided not to spare you the agony of my past. In fact, I've always been open and often enough, share too much. I am not ashamed, fyi.

So I was a MySpace Kid. Most of my social circle comes from the Internet. Often enough, I always see them in moshpits and that is where I get all my bruises from. People that I meet from MySpace turn out to be pretty awesome people such as Izzy, Erin, Yaz, Sofie, Fina, Jak, Faisal, etc. Koh gets amazed all the time when I say: She/He was my MySpace friend.

Seeing that, you can roughly guess what was my name on MySpace.

I was Coin Operated Doll later, Half-Face Maryline and lastly, Robotgranny (Intan came up with that). We always having to run/walk fast whenever we spotted someone spotting us. We are not unfriendly but I think we want to avoid the whole: "Do you remember me? I am so-and-so from MySpace,. You are Coin Operated Doll/Monkey ate the boy right?" Intan was OMG The Monkey Ate The Boy.

Maryline was created by Shawn Hong when I told him I don't want people to know my real name because it is the Internet afterall. I was all like I think everyone on MySpace should know me as Mary and he came out with Maryline; a mixture of Mary and Celine.

MySpace has this "Top Friends" thingy and some who have me as their top friends do not know I am actually not Maryline.

Like all other MySpace kids, I have my own 'crew'. Its a super long story on how it started, what happened along the way and how we had no time for saturday hangouts. But we are all still friends and every now and then, we crack old jokes. SUDDEN SHIELD?!?!?! CICAK?!?!?!

And back then, I was smaller. I really don't know how I've gotten to the size I am today but looking back, I sure want my figure back.

That what when I met Cheryl Fong. These are the first two photos we took together. It was BayBeats 2006, I think and coincidently, we wore something similar without discussion. We decided we were twins based on that. Besides, we same size. Skali now she skinny then I fat. Later on, we discovered we are actually crystal balls.

And I've got disturbing photos. That is Intan's sister's bra and I am Miss UniBra (nothing to do with Abraham). If I am not wrong, I cannot fit into that t-shirt anymore =[ BUT I STILL LOOK PRETTY!

I transformed from MySpace kiddo to a slut. Again, I really dont know what happen but look at me now! *major sad now.

One thing that havent change is my love for her, Intan Prawesti Suprapto.

Am I not ______ enough?

I always thank the almighty one for people I meet. Intan, Koh, Aidan, Kamsani, Kevin, April, Cheryl, Sam, Rashmi, Annabelle , etc. These people saw my ups and downs, my ins and outs.

I've always been the kind who is protective of my friends and I, too, judge too quickly. The girl you know who will always be there when shit happens.

I might not have the best attitude or temper but everyone gets the same vibe when they are with me; a friend in need is a friend indeed best describe me.

Not trying to blow my own trumpet at all. Ever.

My first impression to all is always the same. Diva comes on ever so often. So often I am used to it and no matter how hard I try not to make people feel that way, they always does.

Along the way, I helped people in the meanest way possible such as lying. I am great at coming up with stories and lies so hard to believe I am honest. But my ultimate pet peeve? Being lied to.

Oh btw, if you realize I don't talk to you as often as I do to the rest, there's something wrong with you. Not me. One day, everyone including me is going to find out what. Yup, I make friends based on my instincts and I never let my guard down especially towards the female species.

Koh will always, at this point, tell me to be more rational blahblah. I let my guard down once because of him. I am not going to let it happen again and I AM NEVER WRONG.

Taken from Tumblr.com - Quote from "To Kill A Mocking Bird"

It started in 2006. 3 years down the road and I havent finish reading it. I used to love to read. Whatever happened to that me? Technology got the worse out of me. Instead of studying a ball for Thursday and Friday's paper, I am stuck here, in front of a thing that comes attached with keyboard and its a total bundle of joy.

I need to get my act together and stop missing Koh at random hours. I must not cry over the phone with him because he will worry. I want to see my idiot in his Smart 4, smiling at me and showing me how happy he is to be with me.

So being routine-ish might have sucked but what suck most is him not being with you.