Friday, September 16, 2011

746 Days Later

Koh and I turned 746days old today. At the stroke of 12, he texted me 'I love you 4eva' to which I replied: 4eva is a long time. You sure?

These are the photos we took recently. Out of random and we were actually running late.

During the last (my) family gathering we attend, my auntie was commenting on how we looked like we are an old married couple and the way we conduct ourselves as thou we are an old married couple. I have to stress that the feedback on our r/s is that WE ARE OLD AND MARRIED.

Even Jam, whom I met 2 days ago for dinner, took one look at me and said:" You looked married."

It scares me to think that Koh and I sound old. Like 2 years-ish only and if we grow old now, there might come to a point where we grew too fast, too early and then, there is no space to grow together anymore. OKay, I dont know what am I rambling about but I am scared. Scared that we won't grow ugly, wrinkly and old old together. I want to be the old lady who says "Baby, can you please iron your shirt" to him when he walks around (top) half naked!

So I went on a rummage. I searched his emails and facebook messages for girls' messages to him. Emails and messages dated 2008.. oh what the heck, it will come in handy. After gathering a couple of girls name, I called him and asked a whole lot of nonsensical questions about them. I felt good about this mission of mine.

Jealousy has never been in neither Koh's nor my dictionary. Therefore to fake jealousy was a huge feat for me. It made me feel young and 17 again! 'Cause you know when you are of a certain age, you just settle already so there is no other "parties" (expect the ones at Butter and Zouk) hence I created trouble just so that I can feel different.

Koh's only response? " i love u and i only see and talk to you leh"

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