Nothing gold can stay

Out of sight, out of mind - a wise man once said.

I believe everyone in my life has an expiration date. Be it a break up or someone who left the world before I do. Thing is, unlike food items, we don't know when that date is. We are not prepared mentally and physically. We just have to learn to embrace the new beginning bestowed upon us.

But do I need that? Over time I learnt that life is about anticipating what is going to happen next. Oh the excitement! Why do I smell fear instead? Don't get me wrong. I rather anticipate then to know what will happen next and wait for it to happen. There will be no meaning to life. However am I strong enough to conquer the future?

Take makeup for an example. Jowey Kong just taught me that once I open a new makeup, it is only good for a year. I have been using my makeup for forever. I don't ever remember finishing a foundation power within a year and throw it away. I thought as long as my face don't itch and I do not have outbreaks, I am fine. My makeup products are fine.

Have I overuse the product without realisation and caused my surroundings to be affected as well?

I'm not good at handling relationships. I'm known for pushing people away and not letting people in. I am good at building walls. If not for blogging, id still be in my fort –arrogant and stuck up fort. Have I overextended my stay in some of my friendships?

Things have been happening. I am blinded and overwhelmed by it. I've always have different social clique but they never seem to stay together for a long period. I blame it on the lack of time to socialise ; to meet up for a cup of tea. I also blame it on "too many things so little time".

Perhaps it's time for me to reflect. Stay gold, Ryanlizana Celine NKY. Stay gold.

Once you go Android,

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That's it.

I am a convert. A semi- convert.

As you know, I was recently given a Note 2. Ive never look back since.

Samsung has delivered what it promised and now, I download my shows via my phone. Gone were the days  I have to use my computer to torrent them. WHY DID I NOT CONVERT EARLIER I ask myself every single day.

And you know what I'd like? A washing machine.

Yes, a Samsung Washing Machine. I mean, if their phones are already so great, their washing machines should be mind blowing!



Its a bear! Its a huge bear!


Samsung is proud to present a new Eco-Bubble Technology washing machine that promotes energy saving! This washing machines works up to 40 times faster as compared to a normal water/detergent mix!

Its all about the bubbles! This ecobubble technology creates thousand of tiny bubbles that envelop your clothes into a cushion of foam!

BEST OF ALL - IT HELPS YOU TO SAVE 70% energy on every load.

For someone who has never done a single household chore in her life, this sounds so amazing. I always wanted a dish washer in my future house. Now, I want both a dish washer and a Samsung Eco-Bubble Technology washing machine in my (future) service balcony.

Head to here for more information on the washing machine!

2013 and counting

So we all survived. Prolly 'cause I emailed the Mayans to not let me die. Not when my Facebook has been flooded with tons of newly weds and cute baby photos. I wont want them to die after having just started a family, will I?

Sometimes, I cant help but start to envy them. That they took the next step in Life. Id like to have that. But first, I need to find someone to fill the big shoes with me. I am not sure if the past 3.5 years has been a waste of time. Knowingly that we will never be husband and wife, I still harbour the thought that we would be.

2013 and my gut feeling still remains; we will never ever ever be married. at least not to each other.

Fuck it. You know how they always say live life on the edge? So screw all the past resolutions I made and not fulfilled. I am not going to repeat them the way I usually do. Its like I am jinx or something to my resolutions. Therefore, 2013, come at me, bro.

Actually, I managed to do one on the list. Travel to Bangkok. I did that 3 times in 2012. Once for 2010, once for 2011 and another for 2012. GREAT JOB, ME!

Btw, SSL, Happy 3rd Birthday. You have been a wonderful silent companion that everyone needs.