Today was a fairytale

There are a thousand and one things running through my mind now. Most of it consist of how when I need you, you are not there. I decided to leave you today not because of the conflict between me and him. But because I realize I cannot depend on you to defend me to anyone.

I am not easy to get along with nor very likable. I kind of like it this way. At least, my social circle not fake. I never like pretending to like someone but for you, I did. I hated myself for it but I put up with it.

All because I loved you.

That makes me wonder why for me, you cannot break out of your comfort zone. Looks like, Gabriel Tan Teck Hai got to marry me afterall.